Friday 9 May 2014

you. him again.

Dear Mz,
I think a lot, about us. Today we went to a store. On the way, I didn't stop staring at you. Too many things running through my mind, it's difficult to handle it. You know what? I didn't know why I'm being like this, addicted to you. Every time I see that smile, I forget how sick I was, how I had missed him for sure as hell. You are no more perfect than him, I don't even know that you'll be able to love me better than him. But I knew, I'm sincere to you, I feel I'm standing in the place where I'm no longer require love in return for loving you.
I love that smile, dear. xoxo

Dear Jp.
I'm very grateful to you. You taught me many things. You made me understand how sincerity between us, patience, loyalty, sacrifice. You taught me to survive for everything he did right, and not to leave because of a mistake that he did. You taught me what it is to forgive. Thank you for your sincerity that I couldn't give in return. I always wish the best for you and your new lover.