him.

I don't know how, I just feel complicated today.

One thing that I feel I need him now. I need to hear he says to me ' everything will be fine ' even though I always push and break him every time he said something like that, because I know the beginning is the hardest(on the other side, I know everything will be fine in the end. If it's not, it's not the end) but then he still sticks to me and hold me and then said " it's okay. push me. I'll stand by you and through it with you. "

you know what? I love him. love him very much. but I realize sometimes I forgot it.